Monday, September 15, 2003

Today was one of those days..
Today was one of those days when I just didn't want to get out of bed.
Today was one of those days when seeing someone unexpectedly brightened my day.
Today was one of those days that went on forever.
Today was one of those days that made me wonder why I try so hard.
Today was one of those days when I really realized the value of a heartfelt "Thank you."
Today was one of those days when someone getting irritated, irritated me.
Today was one of those days that made me sad for no reason.
Today was one of those days that reminded me why I hate Mondays.
Today was one of those days when I remembered that I love being loved.
Today was just one of those days...

Wednesday, September 03, 2003

OK, so the with the first real day of school completed, I find myself back at the computer, procrastinating about one thing or another. And what a better way to pass the time then blogging.

Other then some people that I just cannot stand in choir, my classes are pretty tolerable. Uch... I can't/don't want to believe that summer is actually over, though. Where did it go? What did I do? AHHH. It'll be OK. I need to enjoy myself, right? I mean, come on here.... I'm a SENIOR! Hell yeah! I'm just going to take it a few days at a time ... and look forward to the football and hockey games, the dances, the acceptance letters to schools (lets not talk about the actual applying and possibility of rejection), and overall enjoyment of being on top.

On another note: I've begun to actually realize how hard the transition is from summer to school is only as hard as you make it. Analyzing the "could bes" and possible situations that might occur in any given time in any situation is enough to drive someone mad-- I should know. My message to you all is just take it as it comes. If you assume that the worst will happen, there's a much greater chance it will. Enjoy what you've got. Take part in everything you can. Hug for just a moment longer. Go up on stage and sing with a goofy wig on. Try out for that play that you want to do. Try extra hard in your game. Call the person you've been dying to talk to. If you don't do it now, in years to come, you'll look back and all you can say is why didn't I do that? Why didn't I enjoy myself the best I could? Here's a quote for you to put to good use:

"I'd rather be sorry for something I did, then for something that I didn't do"

Well, all, I best be off to bed since I'm trying to go to bed at a reasonable hour.