Why am I being punished for somthing that I really had no control over? Yet, onward it rolls and nothing I do is good enough. Well I'm sorry. That's it. There's nothing more. I'll give it up, so you should, too. AGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
2 weeks from today... are you ready??
SENIORS:
Senior retreat is tomorrow. COME!!! 7:45am at the flagpole. Don't foget a beverage.
Good day.
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Sunday, May 23, 2004
"Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course we would never fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go, but it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart, and if you're very lucky... A plane ride away." ~ Carrie (sex and the city)"
After a very busy weekend, all I want to do is crawl in to my bed and sleep for a good 2 days.
Go Timberwolves!!!
This absolute lack of motivation is not helping my case; tomrorow when I have my final disco in small group I'm really going to regret slacking off
Theatre is over and I'm glad I left the banquet early. I'd say more but I think it's already known.
"Just remember, things can always get worse" - A wise woman.
Go Timberwolves!!!
This absolute lack of motivation is not helping my case; tomrorow when I have my final disco in small group I'm really going to regret slacking off
Theatre is over and I'm glad I left the banquet early. I'd say more but I think it's already known.
"Just remember, things can always get worse" - A wise woman.
Friday, May 21, 2004
It's Friday night and I just ... Got paid. Just kidding.
I'm tired and frustrated and alone. I'm sick of this lack of everything at school. It hardly seems worth it to get out of bed, but I come none the less... even if it's just so I don't have to appeal for credit.
Less then three weeks 'till summer, and I can't help but wonder what this summer will bring. Sometimes I find myself wishing for last summer, even though I know there is better out there. I can only hope this summer brings money, memories, money, fun, money, lust, and money. It's all what you make it...
What's with the shirts: "Slippery when wet"? Isn't that inapropriate for school? Do people what to be thought of as sluts?
I am so glad that I took college writing last year becase now I can just laugh at all the children worrying about their papers. Ha. Ha. He. He.
(Raising my imaginary drink): Here's to a good weekend with no drama.
I'm tired and frustrated and alone. I'm sick of this lack of everything at school. It hardly seems worth it to get out of bed, but I come none the less... even if it's just so I don't have to appeal for credit.
Less then three weeks 'till summer, and I can't help but wonder what this summer will bring. Sometimes I find myself wishing for last summer, even though I know there is better out there. I can only hope this summer brings money, memories, money, fun, money, lust, and money. It's all what you make it...
What's with the shirts: "Slippery when wet"? Isn't that inapropriate for school? Do people what to be thought of as sluts?
I am so glad that I took college writing last year becase now I can just laugh at all the children worrying about their papers. Ha. Ha. He. He.
(Raising my imaginary drink): Here's to a good weekend with no drama.
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Tuesday from hell:
Today started off as a pretty good day, even though it felt like a Monday. Then I went to choir. First of all, we have to do that grad standard project, even though there is no such thing as grad standards anymore. I'm in a group with tone deaf boys and Beth Yellen (there are other people, too but I'm just commenting on these particular individuals). Beth has been out sick with Mono or something and therefore tells us she can't sing for a while. So we've learned the song and all that and then today she wanted us to sing it for her so that she could hear it. Low and behold she criticizes everything we did and thinks she’s the best. I am so sick of her right now. And I honestly don’t care if she knows it. So then I was in a bad mood because she was telling me what to do and I just wanted to hit her in the face and maybe take out her vocal cords. HA Anywho, then things seemed find but then it seemed that I must’ve done something or idk but then it seemed like I was being ostracized by everyone. Think it might be time to take a trip to my cave…
Today started off as a pretty good day, even though it felt like a Monday. Then I went to choir. First of all, we have to do that grad standard project, even though there is no such thing as grad standards anymore. I'm in a group with tone deaf boys and Beth Yellen (there are other people, too but I'm just commenting on these particular individuals). Beth has been out sick with Mono or something and therefore tells us she can't sing for a while. So we've learned the song and all that and then today she wanted us to sing it for her so that she could hear it. Low and behold she criticizes everything we did and thinks she’s the best. I am so sick of her right now. And I honestly don’t care if she knows it. So then I was in a bad mood because she was telling me what to do and I just wanted to hit her in the face and maybe take out her vocal cords. HA Anywho, then things seemed find but then it seemed that I must’ve done something or idk but then it seemed like I was being ostracized by everyone. Think it might be time to take a trip to my cave…
Sunday, May 16, 2004
Prom 2004:
What a wonderful night. It was spent with friends, good food and lots of memories. I was worried that it might be weird bringing someone from another school, but David made friends with everyone and they all loved him. I couldn't have asked for anything more. Hope everyone was safe and enjoyed themselves and Al: Hope you had a good weekend and I'll try to not make you crazy by talking about prom a lot.
What a wonderful night. It was spent with friends, good food and lots of memories. I was worried that it might be weird bringing someone from another school, but David made friends with everyone and they all loved him. I couldn't have asked for anything more. Hope everyone was safe and enjoyed themselves and Al: Hope you had a good weekend and I'll try to not make you crazy by talking about prom a lot.
Thursday, May 13, 2004
SENIOR SLIDE
SENIOR SLIDE...
I have lost all motivation to do anything for this thing we call school... I have said for the past week that I'm going to take this test in journalism... well it's now Thursday, and I still haven't taken it... Blah I need to go rest my eyes...
BP: Get your nails ready...
I have lost all motivation to do anything for this thing we call school... I have said for the past week that I'm going to take this test in journalism... well it's now Thursday, and I still haven't taken it... Blah I need to go rest my eyes...
BP: Get your nails ready...
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Last night Mac and I had "supper" with Marion. A little part of me felt like it would be awkward, but it wasn't at all. It was really fun and she's a really nice lady. Not that that's anything new...
PSY IS OVER!!! WOO-HOO!! AHHH (Sigh of relief)
I'm getting excited for prom, but I don't want to put it on a pedestal because after all, it's only another dance. People always expect prom to be this amazing night-- but it's only what you make it.
"Forget regrets, or life is yours to miss" --Rent
PSY IS OVER!!! WOO-HOO!! AHHH (Sigh of relief)
I'm getting excited for prom, but I don't want to put it on a pedestal because after all, it's only another dance. People always expect prom to be this amazing night-- but it's only what you make it.
"Forget regrets, or life is yours to miss" --Rent
Monday, May 10, 2004
All alone
Now that everyone is changing their blogs.. I feel left out, but I'm going to stay strong and keep mine for the time being since no one has it. I really should be studying, but I just can't seem to concentrate!
Monday, May 03, 2004
He sat across from and and looked me straight in the eye. And had that look like he genuinely cared about what I had to say. And told me the things I already knew, but sometimes I just need to hear them again. "You deserve the best," he said. "And not just with people, with everything. Like if you did drugs, you deserve the best crack thats out there."
I deserve the best. Now I just have to dispose of the bad, and find the good. The best.
I deserve the best. Now I just have to dispose of the bad, and find the good. The best.
Sunday, May 02, 2004
This upcoming week is going to one filled with stress and release. It has become cram time for psy--I think we are all realizing it's time to break out those gold packets... It is also the last choir concert on Thursday. Really don't want to be doing that. Then Friday is TALENT SHOW. I'm really excited about that cuz last year I was blown away with the talent that we had and I was at auditions and it's going to be equally fun this year!!
I talked to Jen tonight which was nice cuz me and her don't talk all too often now. But in the 10 minutes that we talked, we caught up on the important stuff, and it was all good. I like that.
The play is over. There was a lot of crying today from the seniors and some juniors who realized that we were leaving... yet I felt no real emotional connection to this play. I did my crying when Grease was over. I enjoyed myself a lot and I'm glad I've become apart of SLP theatre-- even if some of the plays are crap (no offence actors)
My temporary break is up-- back to psy it is....
I talked to Jen tonight which was nice cuz me and her don't talk all too often now. But in the 10 minutes that we talked, we caught up on the important stuff, and it was all good. I like that.
The play is over. There was a lot of crying today from the seniors and some juniors who realized that we were leaving... yet I felt no real emotional connection to this play. I did my crying when Grease was over. I enjoyed myself a lot and I'm glad I've become apart of SLP theatre-- even if some of the plays are crap (no offence actors)
My temporary break is up-- back to psy it is....
