Ahh, summer is here... and that means we should not be in school anymore... hang in there, Libby!

So, I take back all of the negative things I thought and said about the play. It really came together. It's not worthy of an Oscar, but hey--it's worth comin to. SO COME AND SEE IT!

Guess who I saw today? Josh Hartnett. That's right... I really saw him. There I was, driving around Lake of the Isles with Jen, when all of a sudden she goes: hey I think that is Josh Hartnett. So I drive around the block, and he was walking his dog up the stairs... and so we drove around again and he was faicing the street, and it was definitly him! It was cool that we saw him. And yes, I might have stalked him, but so did a ton of other people at the AIDS walk last year... it just happenes. Ah, good times.

Sleep? No, cuz that means it'll be school and that means I have to pretentd to think. Maybe I'll go clean..

Congrats to Mac, Mara, Alison, and Brittany on becoming Day One officers for next year!

Dress rehearsal went so much better tonight..I have way more confidance that it'll be good.

3 day weekend coming up!! Ah yes...

13 days...!

One more thing: I agree with ian in that it is amazingly rewarding to be part of a musical... it is one of those times when you really find out who you are and how you handle yourself under stress and pressure. Break a leg to the cast and crew... we all really deserve a good show... and I think we can do it. Let's have an amazing miracle and have a GREAT show!!

Today was one of those days when I wished with all of my heart that I could crawl in to my bed, or go to my cave--for those of you who know about it -- and disappear for a good long while. As school is winding down, I can't help but think that I want to kill just about every teacher I know... I am frustrated, tired, and just sick of the monotony of this crap. My brain shut off about 2 weeks ago and isn't ready to come back on until September. Today was one of those nights when everything got to me and blah--it came out. This g-ddamn play is ruining my life. I am so tired at night that I am not doing my stupid busy work from the dumb teachers and im just so tired in general that I just want to throw up. I give mad props to Ian and others in the play who always have a positive attitude about things ... thanks guys.

I want to send a big shout out to the lax team: Great season! I'm sorry you lost ... but what a great run! You all should be very proud.

14 days, guys... 14 days.

In one last attempt to be sentimental about the ending of my favorite show, I had this as my away message:
"I returned to the creek one last time, and now I have to face goodbye."
I thought it was kind of clever... I'm a loser, I know.

As much as this may seem pathetic and childish, I feel like part of my childhood ended tonight. For the past 6 years of my life I have grown up right along with Dawson, Joey, Pacey, Jen, Jack, Andie, Audry, Grams, ect. I can't begin to express my emotions right now, but in the words of Carly, " We have live vicariously through these characters. They parallel our lives so much." I have squirmed in my seat, wondering if Joey will choose Pacey, or Dawson. I have sat in awe as they put all of my feelings and thoughts about teenage angst into just an hour a week. I am one of the remaining true fans left -- been with it from episode one; although tonight, it was amazing to be part of a community sharing the end of an era. A friend of mine who gave up the show a few years a go came back to watch it end (with slight persuasion from Carly and myself) as well as some others who returned to the creek one last time. In response to the show: there are two things that were slightly upsetting to me. One: in a preview for tonight's final episode, they show Joey looking at a wedding ring.. yeah that didn't happen. And two, Andie did not come back like I thought she would. But, on a good note ... they ended it like I wanted.

On a different subject. Prom is in two days. I'm trying to keep my excitement in check, because I don't want to have too high of expectations. I'm trying to think of it like any other dance.

I think, if my calculations are correct, we are in the teens for how many days of hell we have left. I can make, "I think I can, I think I can"!

Well, thanks for stickin with this--

Lib

My two year curse has been broken! If you don't know what I'm talking about... sorry... but to those who do: YEAHHH!!!!!! I'm so happy right now.

So last night was the Thespian banquet and I didn't attend because, IDK, I knew that I would probably have fun ... but I also felt like I needed a break from the theater posse. Don't get me wrong: I'm having so much fun with all these kids. IDK... just me being dumb. I heard a few snip-its about it, though. Ian's blog informed me how fun the wedding party down the hall was, and Lorna and Becky said they had fun too.. and get this: someone gave me their senior will (sorry if I misspelled that) and I wasn't there... It's times like this where I feel bad for not going. I know it would've been fun ... but my night was fun nonetheless! I hung out with Tim. Yep, fun times.

Mac, your blog message was one of those things that sums up a lot of things I want to say, but don't necessarily know how. Thanks for that! check it out if you haven't seen it: http://www.lacrosseismylife.blogspot.com/

OK, for some reason, this year I've notice that there have been so many couples forming now ... what is it? Spring? I don't get it... I mean, I'm not knocking it, it's just quite peculiar to me. If you have any insight on this, e-mail me: LiLo24@aol.com or Meuus9@yahoo.com

I'm outty... see: there's this thing called homework that I like to pretend to to, and the extent of that is reading sparknotes... that's about all I do these days... why can't school just be over so I don't have to deal with this pretending? I wish it was like in Harry Potter: where "as a special treat all final exams have been canceled"! Wouldn't that be great? Eh, I can only dream....

OK, this is such a great idea. One of the things that I really like about it is the fact that you can feel like you know someone better, like with Ian. Reading Ian's blog, I feel like I got an opportunity to know him better, without even talking to him.

I just read a poem that was Garrett's (sp) profile, and it was really good. I like seeing something of someone's that I didn't know was part of them: like finding out a secret talent about someone.

Prom: I am getting really excited! I'm really excited that I'm going with Tim.
Here's my philosophy: when you least expect it, it will happen. I totally didn't think that I would make a new friend while I was in New York with choir-and then what happens? Tim stays in our room (shhh) and I had a crush. I'm really happy right now, and I owe a lot of that to Tim. Now, don't think I'm one of those gals who needs a boy to make her happy; I'm not. It's just nice to have something to look forward to when I get to school (to everyone else at school: I enjoy seeing you too!). Who knows what will happen in the future, but this is just part of the journey.

I'm starting to think about life after high school.. But wait ... didn't we just start high school? We're going to be seniors in a month from sunday? What? Where did the time go? I'm really ready for the year to be over, but not this part of my life. Next year is going to be so cool, yet so weird. I've got to know some of the seniors and it's going to be so weird without them there. The football and hockey games along with lunch, and so many other aspects of high school just wont be the same! I don't wanna think about that yet... one day at a time.

Ok, I'm done. 2nd period of the Wild game is on...

Hi all... I've started a blog. I'll add more later.. just wanna see what it's all about right now.