As much as this may seem pathetic and childish, I feel like part of my childhood ended tonight. For the past 6 years of my life I have grown up right along with Dawson, Joey, Pacey, Jen, Jack, Andie, Audry, Grams, ect. I can't begin to express my emotions right now, but in the words of Carly, " We have live vicariously through these characters. They parallel our lives so much." I have squirmed in my seat, wondering if Joey will choose Pacey, or Dawson. I have sat in awe as they put all of my feelings and thoughts about teenage angst into just an hour a week. I am one of the remaining true fans left -- been with it from episode one; although tonight, it was amazing to be part of a community sharing the end of an era. A friend of mine who gave up the show a few years a go came back to watch it end (with slight persuasion from Carly and myself) as well as some others who returned to the creek one last time. In response to the show: there are two things that were slightly upsetting to me. One: in a preview for tonight's final episode, they show Joey looking at a wedding ring.. yeah that didn't happen. And two, Andie did not come back like I thought she would. But, on a good note ... they ended it like I wanted.

On a different subject. Prom is in two days. I'm trying to keep my excitement in check, because I don't want to have too high of expectations. I'm trying to think of it like any other dance.

I think, if my calculations are correct, we are in the teens for how many days of hell we have left. I can make, "I think I can, I think I can"!

Well, thanks for stickin with this--

Lib