Monday, August 30, 2004

"Don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you've got 'till it's gone?"

I've had an encounter with the past and I'm totally unsure what to think. I'm told to stay strong, and "just say no", but sometimes my insides get happy when I'm think about the turn of events. Who knows what tomorrow will bring, because, honestly, when you least expect something, it might just happen.

1st day of classes went as well as can be expected. Campus gets smaller each day I venture out in to it... which is comforting. Tomorrow is my fullest day of the week- I hope I don't pass out from all the walking mixed with using my brain. OY

I got an e-mail from Mac's mom today, which I thought was so cute! It made me feel all the more closer to home. Oddly, though, I'm not homesick like I thought I would be. Yes, I do talk to my parents everyday, but in some aspect, that's more for them then for me. My mom explained it that it's so much different for them, and people at home, like Jen, where everything has remained the same except we're not there. Whereas for us, we have this whole new life and we're kept reality busy with this and that.

Last night I didn't sleep too well, most likely because I was nervous for classes, but now I'm super tired. Why am I not sleeping- you may ask. Because my brain is on overload and once I would/will lay my head down, it will continue spinning for a while. Plus, I actually did some homework already. I'm really going to try to acquire some good study habits!

I have an icky taste in my mouth- off to get ready for slumbering. I'll see you in my dreams.

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