It happened- slightly shy of 3 months in to school. In some regards, I'm surprised it didn't happen earlier. Well, I guess it did on a smaller scale, but now it's a real problem. What am I going to do now? Grrr...

12 days... they could not come any quicker!

I finally remember what I like about crushes. That feeling! I've found that in college, it's hard to just have a crush on someone. There is usually an ulterior motive (i.e. sex) behind most guys. I had forgotten what it's like to actually want to spend time with someone. I had forgotten when it's like to get that happy feeling when you see them in passing. I had forgotten what it's like to wonder if they like you, too. And I like it. I like feeling giggly. I like feeling happy. I like the chase.

I've noticed that I never feel rested. Despite sleeping around 8 hours of sleep a night, I still long for my bed at all hours of the day. Granted I don't go to bed before 1- and that's if I'm lucky. When I go home for thanksgiving, I kinda wish I could just pause time, and just catch up on my sleep. But I have a feeling that I'll be catching up with people and will put sleep on the back burner. I can sleep everyday- but I can't see my girls anytime... whateve..

I AM SO SICK OF TALKING ABOUT CLASSES FOR NEXT SEMESTER and I'm not even sure why really. Maybe I just don't want to think that these have THAT much of an impact on my future. Maybe I just don't want to try to plan out the next 3.5 years of my life. Maybe I simply don't care what everyone else is taking. Ok- I'm done with that rant.

I'm off to read 212 pages for tomorrow. Good job, Libby for procrastinating till the LAST possible minute.

Miss you all more then you know!