Competition

I'm in an unspoken competition. It's like this big game, that no one knows the rules, but everyone is trying to get ahead, and everyone is trying to have it best. I shouldn't feel guilty for the way I choose to lead my life and the actions I take, but I do, simply because others around me show their disappointment in their looks. I'm sick of having to explain my reasoning. Maybe I just don't want to talk to you today. Don't make me feel guilty. Maybe I don't want to go hang out with you and your chosen friend. Don't make me feel guilty. These are my decisions and my choices. Let's leave it at that.